Seven Things
Sue "Tagged" me, so now I'm going to share 7 things about myself.
1) I'm painfully shy. I hate, hate, HATE going to the "networking" parties with Tim. Just knowing I'll be socializing with people I don't know scares me to death.
2) I miss acting. I miss the stage. I miss learning lines, researching my character, the magic that happens when the curtains go up, the butterflies before opening night, the tears that come at the wrap parties, and most of all, I miss the impact that those performing can have on those attending. Being someone you're not. I miss the smell. I've enjoyed teaching acting to kids, but nothing replaces doing it. The longer I'm away from it, the more I miss it, and yet the reality of never going back to it becomes more solidified.
3) I'm very impatient. Especially with my kids. The things I should love most about them, really drive me crazy. My Mom was fantastic. She was THE most amazing Mom ever. I fear my kids will never know what it's like to have a Mom half as great as my Mom was (and is!) Everyday before getting out of bed I pray to God to give me patience. To give myself permission to just breathe, relax and enjoy my kids. I am very proud of myself for not controlling the Christmas Tree decorating. As much as I wanted to remove the 4 ornaments crammed onto the same branch, and spread them more evenly around the tree, I resisted. And this year, our tree looks more beautiful than ever, and the kids are so proud of it.
4) I LOVE to sing. I sing all the time. I love that Emma loves musicals, and loves singing along to them as well. Right now, our favorite is "Wicked". She sings Galinda (Glinda) and I sing Elhphaba. It's so awesome!
5) I can honestly say I've married my best friend, my true "intended". I really believe God orchestrated my relationship with Tim, and those of you who know the scandals surrounding our crazy first year can attest to the fact that God was there, making things happen. He's the best father any child could have. He is so hands on and has probably changed more diapers than I have. He loves me when I'm crazy, when I'm silly, when I'm feeling lost. He listens and doesn't always try to "fix" things. He is funny, and makes me laugh, even when he's driving me crazy. Everyday, we just grow closer and stronger, and happier. And I really love that he loves my family as much as I do. He loves hanging with my brother, and what's really cool is that they have a friendship outside of "me".
6) I love my church. I love going to my church. I love the people, the music, the outreach we provide. I love that we are not just a "Sunday friendship" church. We are social with one another throughout the week. I love that we are truly an open and affirming church where all people, no matter their race, sexuality, class, everyone is and FEELS welcome. The love that pours out of the hearts of all those who attend it overwhelming at times. It really is an awesome place.
7) I'm the best justifier on the planet. I can make an excuse for anything. Why I don't cook, why I don't workout, why I eat like shit...
1) I'm painfully shy. I hate, hate, HATE going to the "networking" parties with Tim. Just knowing I'll be socializing with people I don't know scares me to death.
2) I miss acting. I miss the stage. I miss learning lines, researching my character, the magic that happens when the curtains go up, the butterflies before opening night, the tears that come at the wrap parties, and most of all, I miss the impact that those performing can have on those attending. Being someone you're not. I miss the smell. I've enjoyed teaching acting to kids, but nothing replaces doing it. The longer I'm away from it, the more I miss it, and yet the reality of never going back to it becomes more solidified.
3) I'm very impatient. Especially with my kids. The things I should love most about them, really drive me crazy. My Mom was fantastic. She was THE most amazing Mom ever. I fear my kids will never know what it's like to have a Mom half as great as my Mom was (and is!) Everyday before getting out of bed I pray to God to give me patience. To give myself permission to just breathe, relax and enjoy my kids. I am very proud of myself for not controlling the Christmas Tree decorating. As much as I wanted to remove the 4 ornaments crammed onto the same branch, and spread them more evenly around the tree, I resisted. And this year, our tree looks more beautiful than ever, and the kids are so proud of it.
4) I LOVE to sing. I sing all the time. I love that Emma loves musicals, and loves singing along to them as well. Right now, our favorite is "Wicked". She sings Galinda (Glinda) and I sing Elhphaba. It's so awesome!
5) I can honestly say I've married my best friend, my true "intended". I really believe God orchestrated my relationship with Tim, and those of you who know the scandals surrounding our crazy first year can attest to the fact that God was there, making things happen. He's the best father any child could have. He is so hands on and has probably changed more diapers than I have. He loves me when I'm crazy, when I'm silly, when I'm feeling lost. He listens and doesn't always try to "fix" things. He is funny, and makes me laugh, even when he's driving me crazy. Everyday, we just grow closer and stronger, and happier. And I really love that he loves my family as much as I do. He loves hanging with my brother, and what's really cool is that they have a friendship outside of "me".
6) I love my church. I love going to my church. I love the people, the music, the outreach we provide. I love that we are not just a "Sunday friendship" church. We are social with one another throughout the week. I love that we are truly an open and affirming church where all people, no matter their race, sexuality, class, everyone is and FEELS welcome. The love that pours out of the hearts of all those who attend it overwhelming at times. It really is an awesome place.
7) I'm the best justifier on the planet. I can make an excuse for anything. Why I don't cook, why I don't workout, why I eat like shit...
posted by Ramblings of a crazed SAHM at 9:21 AM
1 Comments:
Let's come together and write something about impatience. I love my children more than any mother could love a child, but I am tired of my 4 1/2 year old about 75% of the time! Two wasn't bad for us, but FOUR has been H E double toothpicks.
Anyhow, a friend said to me that the traits that drive us crazy about them as children are the ones that people will admire in them as adults.
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